Me at some sort of work!

Its fun to listen to my brain!!! Especially if the work i'm TRYING to do s designing- first let me tell you that i'm a hopeless artist.. i just can't draw.

"Hey just try drawing", my brain says! poor thing dosen't know that if i try.. i most probably end up with a window... the program s not responding... getting the emotion 'frustration'!!!

Ah i'm fedup of it!! stuck stuck both ma brain and ma system!! when am i ever going do a decent work??( this note will be submitted as the note of apology to ma sir if the work remains incomplete even after the dead line....) ah as if its gonna help me gain more marks.. actually why am i studying.. sometimes the spirit of getting a job and making loads of money just peaks and there i feel i'm studying to get a goood job.. during exam story is different.. all tricks to remember things easily finding a better way to learn etc hits ma brain telling me i'm learning to get goood marks... sometimes the curiosity tingles ma brain and i feel i'm studying to collect more knowledge and during times like these where i'm trying but i cant just learn or do it... i feel its just a waste of time.. and with sarcasm filled.. the question becomes.. WHY THE HELL AM I STUDYING??? so why is ma brain so inconsistent???
ah... i don wanna play psychological games with my own brain... who would like to... talking about psychological games.. hmmm its one of the core subjects we've this semester.. social psychology... the hours we had was exciting..sir throwing out questions.. interacting sessions and at the end exciting assignments...now that the portions are over and its time to review revise and get ready for our exam.. the subject looks dry and boring .. see another game of my CPU- the brain....

Troubled Writer!

Every time i sit to type oh! no write.. a 'what' pops up.. if i figure out the 'wht' a 'how' pops up.. The question comes in a way that it scares the pen in ma hand and i stop 'writing'!! So now why am i scribbling here?? well.. to tell the 'ailment' that is eating my talent to take a hike.. and i'm back.. Yea people call it a writers block. do i have one now?? I really dont believe there could be a block in any writers mind!! me including!! but an amateur like me who has avery little say in the world of serious writing can never conclude it dosen't exist.. How s creativity blocked!!!! 'creative block'.. sounds weird its like telling a kid(and 'adults' like me... he he), they've stopped the production of ice cream Hey!!
You desperately need it! but is no where in your reach... (i'll continue.. wait..)

i started to write thinking i'll write something on writers block.. but here i go with no interest to fill in things i'm not very sure about.. now what makes me write.. something when hits me hard,, something i cant stop wondering about... and what make me stop writing (forget the external disturbances..) ha..too much of facts that i dont know how to write... ha.. human mind.. but i didnt know much about writers block and i was very curious when i heard it... but why cant i write..

there is just one reason i can find.... i can write only what i belive.. and i'll write only what i'm sure exist!!!!!!!!!!

So... what was i talking about.. some one help me!