Am i all excited that i'm in love (again)???

A new relation before the wounds caused by the one before not healed!!!! should i be excited....that i'm in love... again???

What happened with the previous relation is one that happens with every teenage love story.. no not doubt.. not misunderstanding.. too much love.. that makes one too possesive.
I knew him since i was 14years.. was friends then, used to talk, laugh .. too naughty when we were together.

Fell in love after 2years.. i proposed to him.. we had all the freedom in the world and we enjoyed being together for the next 3 years...

Then slowly.. slowly.. it started sinking in me.. the truth that i've no other world but him.. i've drifted away from my parents, my friends and to my horror MYSELF...

I looked at myself... i dress the way he want me to.. i talk the way he want me to.. my brain has stopped working???? No!!!!!!!

I'm stuck to the borders kept by him.. i'm tightly bound by the golden shackles of love.. i've to break it... spoke to him.. he said i'm changing and that i don't love him anymore...

I knew.. if i go ahead with the relationship then i'll lose myself my ambitions, my future... it was time for me to act... i broke up!!

Few months later.. i found a guy.. who i've no words to describe.. a god send to take me away from this plight.. i felt.. an answer to my prayers..

I knew he was the one.. after a long talk... not very long.. but long enough to fill my heart with love..

I didnt wait to get a positive glance from him.. i didnt stop when i heard he liked another girl..

if something goes wrong this time too.. i know that the trust i have on the relationship called love is gonna vanish...